Ugh

-SIGH- I'm very tired right now and I am trying so hard to not get irritated but it's so hard. I am not a perfect Christian by no means. I have my faults through and through and I have my un-trusting moments as well. But still, my parents who have been Christians all their lives, including my dad who use to be a pastor, can't trust the Lord enough about this? The Lord has a plan and whether my relationship works out or not, is up to Him. He has decided the pace of it, the length of it, and everything else. I honestly don't know what to do about this except pray, so into pray I go.