You Know What I Want You To Do?

I want you to make me feel alive, more than I have in years. Be romantic and spontaneous. I want you to make me cry from joy, not sadness or pain. I want you to kiss me like it's gonna be the last time. I want you to hold me and swear to protect me and MEAN it. Prove to me that your my knight in shining armor. Prove your loyalty to me. I want you to be happy with me just as I am and not keep pressuring me to do stuff that YOU want. I want you to just let me be myself. Don't keep pressuring me to take pictures and videos. I want you to be content with letting me open up slowly and to know that I will trust you more if you do that. And when I DO open up, be content to just sit and listen to me talk and not ask questions. Listen to my opinions and causes I feel strongly about or the dreams that I want to do but will never accomplish. Listen to me describe what my dream home looks like and let me reminiscent about the past, even if it makes me sad. I want you to stop saying "sorry" for every stupid little wrong you do and actually start WORKING on it. Your words don't mean crap to me if you don't change. Prove to me that your the man I thought you were. Own up, start acting like a man, try harder, love me for me, don't pressure me so much, don't suffocate me, just let me be me. Don't try to change me or try to "fix" my problems; just be there to help me through them. Stop acting like my parents by over protecting me and suffocating me like they have my WHOLE life and let me live instead. Let me be alone when I need it or to have times talking to my best friend. Stop demanding so much of my attention. Your already gonna have my future. Is that not enough? Start changing or start expecting to lose me. I'm not asking you to be perfect. I'm just asking you to try harder.

If you want me, show me.