WOW...I Just Want To Cry Now...

I am in shock. Josiah has never been that....I want to say mean and cruel to me before. It took me really off guard. I've litterly been cleaning ALL day and then, not only my brother but a couple other friends as well are mad at me because I barely talk to them anymore or skype with them, and my dad's been irritated at me because I didn't go help him at the house AGAIN. Not only that, but I've been missing Cali and the beach so much that I've felt lonely and depressed almost. And I go onto skpe to talk to Josiah and have him cheer me up and the first thing he says when I say I can't go on camera because of certain things is "Whatever." O_o OUCH. BURN MUCH?!? So, not only have I been working hard and am completely exhausted, my night has been completely ruined and all I want to do is go to bed and cry. Maybe I will do that. Get it out of my system since I rarely cry anymore. What a way to end a day. Whatever my butt. Forget this stupid crap.