Choose Life By: Michelle Freeman in remembrance of Kyle Brent Hansen

Choose Life

I woke up this morning
the sun shining in my eyes
Disgusted with the world
and empty inside

There was no one there to hug me
or say, "have a nice day,"
Even though the sun was bright
my day was dark and gray

I looked into the mirror
and hated what I saw
decided it was time
Time to end it all

I tried to tell my friends how bad it hurt inside
I tried to tell them all
How bad it hurt to cry

They didn't listen to me
they didn't even care
They said no comforting words
This weights too much to bear

If I wait until tomorrow
I know it won't get better,
I decided not to wait
and I began a sorrow letter.

As I said Good-bye to this world and all the grief
I didn't think of those I would hurt
By my killing me

The sun stopped shining and my body became frail
I knew that I was getting away from this place of hell

All that I remember is the pain that wouldn't die
Neither did I
As I heard my loved ones cries
Lying in a hospital bed
I prayed for one more try
But why should I deserve it,
I had wanted to die.

Now here I am again
the sun shining in my eyes
and every day I thank the Lord
for drying the tears I cried

Life has new meaning
because I 've learned that Life's worth living
And that to get the love you want
You must start by self forgiving.

Just wanted to say I am sorry
for all the pain I caused.
I never thought of the consequences
that on each of you would fall.

No matter how deep the pain
the burdens or the strife
Death is NOT the answer
You must hang on and CHOOSE life.

By: Michelle Freeman in remembrance of Kyle Brent Hansen


I miss him so much....=(