I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I hide behind a smile despite how crappy things are. I don't let people know I'm hurting. I have to be strong for EVERYONE. I'm not allowed to give into pain or to know the feeling of WEAKNESS. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a screw up with a good heart.