Here's A Little Bit About Me...So Listen Up!

Ok,
So...I was thinking and came up with these...I'm sorry if you guys don't agree...But I think these are true about me....Read and see

1. I will NEVER, EVER tell a friends secrets unless it will physically hurt them. I don't hurt people like that. I'm not a two-faced.

2. I'm a fighter. I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in or love, even if it means getting physical. I don't back down easily and will fight for those closest to me because they are truly worth it.

3. I may act all out-going, party-er, happy-go-lucky....but that doesn't mean there's nothing that bothers me. I just don't choose to show it. Stuff WILL bother me, and does...I just choose not to show it and to burden others with it....That's just how I am.

4. I am lazy a lot, but there are still a lot I want to do and accomplish, some I probably never will. I have a lot of big dreams; I just can't do them all.

5. When I am angry, don't say to me "relax" or to just leave it alone. That bugs me more than anything else! THE REASON I'M GETTING ANGRY IS BECAUSE IT'S A BIG DEAL TO ME!!! Whatever it is. I very rarely get really mad about anything, just irritated. But when I do, please give me some space. I have a tendency to blow up.

6. I have a tendency to care...like, ALOT. I worry about how others are feeling or if I've hurt them. That's just who I am. I do worry about you. If you think I'm NOT worrying about you, it's because I'm not showing it..I do worry about how others are feeling. It's in my personality..Get used to it..

7. I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON FRIENDS!!! If it's not that important, yea, I'll give up. BUT NOT ON FRIENDS!!! You friends mean alot to me. I'm not just gonna desert you when you need me most. I don't desert my friends even if you don't want me there. So, get use to me having me around 'cause I'm not going anywhere...HAHHAHA...

8. I LOVE to write. It's how I express myself. In my stories or poems, you can find out A LOT about me.I write about what's important to me such as love, family, friends, my fears. Writing helps me sort out all the thoughts in my head. I love to write and if people read my stories or poems really closely, you could find out stuff about me you never knew.

9. Just because I am not physically there for my friends, doesn't mean I am not there. I am always here to talk about anything that's bothering you guys or that you want some kind of advice about. All you have to do is email me and I will get back to you as soon as possible with words that I hope will help. I'm always here for you.....

10. I believe strongly in Love. I've had people say to me "Love doesn't exist or at least true love doesn't." HAHAHHAA. I believe that there's always at least 3 other people for one person out there. So, if you miss out on it the first time, there's always a 2nd or 3rd time for it. Love is something I really believe in and I hate it when people criticize me about it. This is just my belief so stop criticizing me about it please.

11. I live a story in my head. What I mean is, I make my life into a story in my head. It adds so creativity to my life and plus, it helps me get better at my English(it's true!). I know that sounds weird but it is quite fun and it makes you look at your life just a little bit differently, so yea. It's cool.

12. Another way I express my feelings is through music. I love music and love to sing. I can relate to most songs and that's why I love it. So, if you see I'm angry and I instantly turn on my music, it's cause I'm working out my anger and problems and don't want to be disturbed( No offense.). I can really relate to music. It helps me alot.

13. I AM RANDOM!!!! I'm also weird but that's different. LOL....I act like a little kid sometimes but only because that's the only way to have fun and live. Everyone's a kid at heart. I'm just a bigger kid than everyone else. I do weird things and say weird things that probably only make sense to me and my best friends. It's just who I am. I'm sorry if you don't like me, but I won't change for anyone. I love who I am. That's just how it is.

14. I HATE it when my friends say to me" Aw, Natalie. I wish I could be like you" or "I wish I had your body. Your so slim and never gain weight." I HATE THAT!!! Aka, I'M NOT PERFECT!!! I don't have the perfect body or the perfect personality. In fact, my personality has A LOT of flaws and so does my body. The only reason I'm so slim is 'cause I have a fast metabolism. I DO gain weight; I just burn it off before it has a chance to stay...LOL...I do have some fat but mostly, I'm all muscle. And you know what? Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I DID gain weight 'cause then people could see that I'm just like everyone else. I am not perfect!!!

15. So, we all know every girl is looking for Mr. Right...AKA, Prince Charming. I don't need Prince Charming. Yes, it would be nice to have someone who's all perfect. But, come on, let's face it. NO ONE'S PERFECT!!! I don't need a guy who's perfect. It'd be boring. All I need is someone who loves the Lord, accepts me for who I am, won't be afraid to talk to me about things, doesn't treat me like a sex-toy, and accepts my friends and family. He doesn't have to like them; Just accept them. He needs to support me. I don't want Prince Charming. But, I would love a Charming Prince. LOL